1. |
Jupiter
03:49
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Drowning In bandages to stop the bleeding
Trapped in a small box smothered in heat
Face in a blanket to hide what you’re seeing
Eyes facing upwards, you’re begging and pleading
If I’m not the actor that I thought I was
If this mask is useless, just please take it off
It’s better flourish than to be one with waves
Nothing gets better
We only forget
We’re not there yet honey
We are still dead
Fragile and red
One time I tried to get out of the cage
I ran to the beach and I slept there for days
My brain was performing, repeating swan lake
And when I returned, I felt just as insane
It’s not the walls that are keeping me in
And it’s not my body that’s getting so thin
But it’s just the thought of it that’s slowly letting them win
Nothing gets better
We only forget
We’re not there yet honey
We are still dead
Fragile and red
I lost my patience and you lost your mind
If only we only had some decent time
Fragile and bright
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2. |
Spring
02:49
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Did you try
Did you try
To seize the tide
Bones long since twisted on the floor
Do you mind
Do you mind
If I drop my tears
A fatal gloom in the waiting room
Before I state my fears
Do you hide
In the climax of the spring
I have tried
But now I let myself in
Watch me as I forget
Watch me
Watch me, oh
As I forget
Watch me
Watch me, oh
As I forget
Watch me
Watch me, oh
As I forget
Watch me
As I forget
Do you cry
Do you cry
Rivers in your shoulder
Although it falls off and on to mine
Do you lie
Do you lie
To get out of the cold air
I’ve seen it bleed stones
I wish I’d never gone near
Did you try
Did you try
To seize the tide
Bones long since twisted on the floor
Do you mind
Do you mind
If I drop my tears
A fatal gloom in the waiting room
Before I state my fears
Do you hide
In the climax of the spring
I have tried
But now I let myself in
Wash me as I forget
Wash me
Wash me, oh
As I forget
Wash me
Wash me, oh
As I forget
Wash me
Wash me, oh
As I forget
Wash me
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3. |
Real
05:27
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Real lies that pick me up
And take me to the grave
And stain my dying heart
That ripples and fades
The real euphoria
That one feels once a day
But as it starts to hurt
It withers away
Real energy that don’t give up
But still lets you down
Because boredom exists
And it fucks you around
Real life ache and life break
That’s so unforgiving
Opens the cuts in my chin
And lets itself in
Real love
Real scars
Real pain
Real hearts
Real life
Real death
Real lies
Nothing less
Real songs
On the floor
Real words
Nothing more
Real voices
Under duress
Nothing more
Nothing less
Real blood that’s dripping out
And onto the floor
Though it never really heals
We want nothing more
Real years that take our souls
And leave us in our cave
Where we rot and fix the burn marks
They made in our brains
Real skin that falls apart
With every wasted hour
The chandelier is quaking
As everyone looks down
Real death as imminent
As real life itself
It traps us in mistakes
And we’re never getting out
Real lies that pick me up
And take me to the grave
And stain my dying heart
That ripples and fades
The real euphoria
That one feels once a day
But as it starts to hurt
It withers away
Real love
Real scars
Real pain
Real hearts
Real life
Real death
Real lies
Nothing less
Real songs
On the floor
Real words
Nothing more
Real voices
Under duress
Nothing more
Nothing less
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4. |
Cabin Fever
03:08
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I have seen the texture of my blood
I was choking on the wind in the cabin
I hit one last alarm
As the veins in my arms began to shriek
I have seen the colours of the dark
I have seen the dying thoughts of an old man
My fingers gripped the edge
As the spiders laid their eggs in my mouth
My head is filled with thoughts of a better time
My love runs freely like fine wine
But I know these pretty sounds
Can’t keep the crown very long
Nothing matters
I have seen the bright eyes of a dove
I have turned and warped my vision time and time again
But good memories and such
Can only work so much
When you’re afraid
I merely scratch the surface of my world
And I get frozen lips in return
I claw and bite at everything that moves
Because I’ve lost myself
I’ve lost myself
I have seen the texture of my blood
I was choking on the wind in the cabin
I hit one last alarm
As the veins in my arms began to shriek
And all this pain means nothing to me
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5. |
Happy Pills (rework)
04:12
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They want me to feel well
I keep falling to hell
I just want to fall asleep
I’ll never know to sleep
I washed them down the sink
Those gods of white and pink
Replaced with hurting souls
With broken lungs to mould
We fight for nothing but love
Happy Pills
Happy Pills
Happy Pills
Happy Pills
Happy Pills
Happy Pills
Happy Pills
Happy Pills
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max hill Auckland, New Zealand
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